| My fearful entry into High School
High school was a great change from Lewis School where many of
us had been together through every grade we attended there. In my
new situation I didn't mow anybody in my classes and missed my old
friends. On the first day in Mrs. McKee's English class we were
told to prepare about a 3 to 5 minute talk on any subject we wanted,
just so we could get to now each other. Such an assignment would
count, also, as one of the oral English assignments we would have
during the year. We were told to be ready for Monday of the following
week when she would call on 4 or 5 each day until everyone had a
chance to speak.
That Monday arrived and Mrs. McKee started at the top of her alphabetical
roll. She called a few names with each one saying that they were
not quite ready yet. I think most of them were just like me and
too much afraid to stand up and do their part.
As each one declined I became increasingly more nervous. Mrs. McKee
was getting closer to the H's in her roll book. Suddenly my name
was called. I was ready, but was really on the spot. I didn't want
to be first among all those many strange faces. I got to my feet,
however, and nervously stepping in front of the class. I gave my
name and said that I was going to talk on "Overcoming Fear."
With that, the class started laughing. At first there were just
a few nervous giggles and then with all out laughter. I was suffering
so much with fright that I didn't recognize the humor in what I
had just said. I had a great opportunity to really make something
of it, but I was still too nervous to laugh with them.
Everyone in the class was experiencing the same problem of overcoming
the fear of giving a talk, yet I didn't loosen up at all like the
rest of the class did at my surprise introduction. But I had broken
the ice and as I progressed in my talk I started to relax somewhat.
I chose that topic because of some of my experiences in the Boy
Scout program. We had learned of what to do if we ever got lost
or were in an accident of some kind. First item, "Don't panic!"
Stay calm. Don't react in ways that would make the situation worse,
etc.
I gave an example of my own. Bill Parker and I were fishing along
a mountain stream one day. I was working my way downstream where
I had distanced myself from him until he was out of sight. I had
stopped for a minute looking for a likely place to throw in my fishing
line. I then took a step to be suddenly terrified by that ominous
noise of a rattlesnake rattling his warning sound.
I new that sound because I had had encounters with rattlers before,
but had seen them in open spaces and was with others where as a
group we could drive the snake off with sticks or otherwise get
around it. This time, however, I was alone and very frightened.
I saw nothing and just froze in my tracks right where I was.
"Stay calm! Don't panic!" That was hard to do, but without
moving anything but my eyes I tried to locate the snake, but could
not. The sound had come somewhat to my right and a little in front
of me. Standing motionless was my defense as I had learned that
we shouldn't make any moves that would cause the snake to strike
out. But how long could I maintain that position. I decided to get
out of there. I made one big jump in the opposite direction from
where I had heard the sound, probably setting a record for a jump
from a standing position. What a sigh of relief when I got out of
that situation OK.
Having related my own experience with danger, I then gave some
examples of how others had survived being lost and of situations
where accidents happened where an injured person had to fend for
himself until help arrived.
When I finished my talk everyone clapped with great enthusiasm
while smiling profusely. From that time on the class really started
coming together as we all eased into the transition of our new environment.
I was glad to get my assignment over with and eventually everyone
else took his/her turn. Mrs. McKee was pleased at the way I started
things off and was very complimentary of my effort. During the six
grading periods of the year I got four A's and two A-'s. Mrs. McKee
was always very kind to me and I often wondered if I had really
earned those good grades. I hoped that I had.
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